Complicated

Why is everything always so complicated? Life has been weird lately. To top it off, I've started into a depressed episode, so right now I don't even feel like I'm alive at all. Existence is so hard sometimes. Sometimes I just wish I didn't exist. But I just have to remind myself that no matter what comes, I just need to press on and do my best to make the world a better place for everyone. I just wish it wasn't so hard to bring myself to do anything when I get like this. *sigh*