Distant.

I feel so detached. Nothing is real right now, and I don't know why. It's very unsettling. I hate this feeling... It's like I'm stuck in a horrible nightmare. I'm not even sure if any of this is really happening right now. I think it is, but it doesn't feel like it. I wish there was some way to make it stop, to reconnect and make things feel real again. At least to feel like I'm real again. *sigh*