Rambling is more fun with an audience

I wish I had someone to talk to more often. I get very bored of talking to myself. (In my head, not out loud. Usually.) More importantly, I wish I knew more people who would actually enjoy listening to my random psychological and philosophical rants. Posting them on a blog just isn't the same. For that matter, typing them isn't the same. I need to actually speak, and hear people respond, at least occasionally. Of course, it might help if I wasn't always so damn quiet around people. I just have trouble starting a conversation, since my mind tends to get ahead of me. I'm working on it though, despite the fact that I usually get a lot of really odd looks the moment I start talking. As if I didn't get enough of that from my behavior, body language, and general appearance. Oh well, I'm fine with being abnormal, so I guess it's not that big of a deal.