Moody

I hate this time of year. I used to love it, but I'm finding this year I'm just reminded of where I stood this time last year and I hate it. I don't even want to think about it anymore. I'm a different person, and that was a different lifetime. I want to just forget it all, start over. Never think about who I used to be, what I used to be, ever again. I've changed, my entire perspective has changed, my entire situation has changed. Everything from back then is dead and gone, buried, and I never want to be reminded of it. I want to just forget about it forever, never look back. *sigh*