Moodiness.

I hate this. I've been really moody and irritable, and not just a little bit bitchy today. I don't like being like that, I like to be the nice, even-tempered type that I usually am. Why the hell am I so emotionally unstable? I mean, I know, the bipolar thing, but even so, it seems like I shouldn't mood swing this much. I know part of it is because I've just always had quick, frequent, mild mood swings, but not like today. They haven't been mild, they've been incredibly strong. As in, going from "about to cry" to "beating my head against the wall" to "cursing to myself about everything" in the course of five minutes type of moody. It sucks.