Well well.

As to my last post, regarding the healthiness of trying to stay happy by thinking about how well things were going with Cathi and I, turns out yes, unhealthy. We're going to just be friends, at least for now. It's okay though, I can perfectly well understand, and honestly it made me realize I'm probably not ready for an actual relationship right now anyway. *sigh* I need to figure out some way to change the way I am, or at least a way to use my strengths, instead of constantly having to play against them. Unfortunately, the things that make use of my talents aren't viable ways to make a living.