Losing it.

I don't know what's wrong with me. After that last post I spent an hour crying my eyes out. I just don't know. I can't even keep up with my feelings any more. I'm so confused. I wish I could just stabilize for once. I wish I didn't keep jumping from one deep end to another. Why can't my emotions ever just hit a middle ground, even for a little while. It's all love or hate, depression or euphoria, anger or sadness, there's no medium. I really don't know how much more I can take.