Confidence.

I need more confidence in myself. I've been feeling more confident the past few days and it feels great. I want to be confident like this more often. I want to feel my worthwhile and courageous. I want to be able to let loose more. I want to let my impulsive side roam free more often. I want to stop being so scared and worried. I just want to learn to appreciate myself more. I want to say what I think without worrying about what people will think. It doesn't seem like it should be so hard, but it is. I'm making progress though, mostly thanks to Nikki, Matt, and Rachel. They've been helping me a lot with my confidence problem. And of course Jennifer, without her helping me keep myself calm and helping me not get so depressed I know I wouldn't be getting better. Thank you, all of you. I don't know what I'd do without such great friends. And I should thank Kenny for being a sounding board when I needed to release my frustration about things, and just for being a good friend for so long. Of course, I don't know if anyone except maybe Nikki will actually read this, but I'll be sure to thank you all personally too. It might help if I didn't get so serious and intense about life, but I really can't help that. I'm so lucky to have my friends and family in my life. I love you all.